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03:17 pm: i wanna go back to the generation of...van halen.poco.rollingstones.journy.

04:05 pm: SSSSuPPER HERO's
Mr UniverseWp06: psh NO
Mr UniverseWp06: kcorb and brock is so much more neat, u crazy!
SHIa2 DnKb: acually you just think that. YOUR WRONG. cause, your super man. and superman is a BOZO.
SHIa2 DnKb: just like the name kcorb!
SHIa2 DnKb: HA
SHIa2 DnKb: HA
SHIa2 DnKb: HA
SHIa2 DnKb: i win:-)
Mr UniverseWp06: u fail!
SHIa2 DnKb: damn. fine, I'LL GET YOU NEXT TIME SUPERMAN
Mr UniverseWp06: arch nemisis
Mr UniverseWp06: SUPERWOMAN

its suprising how much one conversation can brighten up your day.

snowboarding was acually a thrilling expirience.i liked it.

bye

01:52 pm:

breathe in for luck
breathe in so deep
this air is blessed
you share with me

 

 

hmm well 8th grade skip day became...shianne skip day. bitches. no biggy tho
i got mel and amanda's screen names once again...so i can belevie our friendship's will gleam once again.:) exciting eh?

wow 6th grade. i was seriously like best friends with amanda Solomn. along with amanda P. and megan. i realllly miss amanda. i always looked up to her so much:( but now i can again:)

 

AHHHHHHH i miss amanda maher balduf at the moment

hm i talked about like 3 amanda's in this entry...common name:)

04:59 pm: you know what i think....bless you....because theres a skunky monkey.

so today i was walking down the tiger and i was like 'fashoe homie, look at that email address, right there, thats a KILLER" and alex was like "sweet rims on that f6 violin, i have an inch on my lower neck region. balls are yummy...."hahah that silly alex

BYE

10:07 pm: CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

yess.... i said creep. its quite fun. try it.

 

NEW YEARS BITCH!(click)

seriously i don't think i could be happier LOOK AT RYANS FUCKING FACE. hahahaha

 

he was sooo messed up. it was great. that was lauren and emilys new years party. i loved it. absolutly loved it. new years was pretty sweet. i don't see the big deal with the whole 'new year'. shit does not change.

hmmmmm
'if wishes and butts
with clusters of nuts
we'd all have a bowl of granola.'

11:33 pm: wow...

alex just sent me pictures from our christmas sleepover.honestly...it explains my life. Her and amanda's present that they gave me...explains my life. wow i love them. soo much. i'll try to figure out how to get the picture son here later.

 

and had a major nice convo with Eli. i think its nice hes my bestfriend.

 

09:16 am: merry christmas
Chirstmas started off shaky like ALWAYS. but it okay. at about 12-1 i was just chillen downstairs, after i had just talked to eli(we hung up cause he told me he was taking a shower) then my mom started bitching at me because i had to find her blush......i went up to my room and theres eli, sitting on my best with my present.:) just chillen. lol it was so cute....i felt special..he was sposed to haveroses with him but the flower shop was closed...<3 its ok. he made me the coolest sign,thing.:)

anyways....im off to amanda's soon.

love you all
merry chirstmas

01:19 pm: thank you
'

i'd give up forever to touch you
cause i know you'd feel me somehow
your the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't wanna go home right now

'

its hard to understand when you don't know

10:36 am: bulllllllllllllllllllshit
boys are such better friends then girls.

girls LOVE to make big deals about everything....EVERYTHING...
(you know what im talking about too)

Jake gets home today:)

weird feel like playing basketball (even tho i just got out of season...YESSSSSSSS (lol madeline)) were hatttters.

PEACE

11:24 am: Best night ever....
never noticed how well i get along with jack tim and dan. they are seriously the funniest people alive. me them amanda and (alex sometimes) chilled with them the WHOLE night in the pool table room. just laughing. seriously haven't had a better time in a LONG ass time.

i get along better with boys soo much better then girls.

07:18 pm: my....amazing
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead

Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said

I'll be your cryin' shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

08:44 pm: wow, impressed.
welll today was acually quite funny.start off the day with a good ole' math. me and Mr. Dew seriously laugh the whole hour about the dumbest shit. hes brings out the comcial person in me---- then the rest of the day....kinda hazy...hmmm it was blah but fun. basketball game.
Elizabeth(on slauson)-misses lay-up, trys to watch itt go in, but it didn't so she was distracted. she kept running ran staight into the wall and fell over, FUNNNNNNY ASSS SHIT- that was a good game.
then choir concert. wowwww me and amanda do this dance on stage (were not sposed to. BUT we have to find SOMEWAY to amuse our selfs. Thats just how we are, and we hate bbeing bored in that dumb choir class.) we laugh allll through cold and fugue season. I had sooo much fun. and i got to see nadia and sarah Grosh!:)yaaaay- also me and Erica were on good terms. we have always hated eachother, but shes a really cool person, We just never got along and haven't talked since...like 6th grade. but we were tlaking today and she was just laughing at us. And we were both being really nice. i liked it.lol i was like 'amanda....i think i like Erica' and she was like 'AHHHH DEVIL' ahaha she still kinda is DEVIL, but cool at the same time. (DO I SEE A NEW FRIENDSHIP ARISEN)....NO....lol

ILOVETHEBOY

08:28 pm: shwangggggggg
well, shit day kinda. Wish i would have seen the boy.



'I shout to her.
our eyes lock and time stops,
she floats over to my spot,
and i say 'hi im not trying o hit on you,
like the way all these other guys jock.
I just wanna let you know,
im the type of person who lies alot.
Sometimes i fart and pick my nose like a maniac,
and i'd be glad to front the cost of a date with you,
as long as you paid me back.'
If we ever reached a frienship level where things like that are shared,
and i know my facial hair is weird.
But i've been waiting for someone like you,
to shave my beard.
im usually more discrete about my insecurities,
but today im just un-prepared'

08:54 am: 'cause if you want love, we'll make it'
ahhh... sick as a dog. sucks major, yesterday i have a temp of 101.5. I HATE BEING SICK. perks= staying home from shcool, but if i do that, that means no poerty night, or E. soooo i have to go for the last two hours:-/ which sucks. CAUSE I FEEL LIKE SHIT.serious showerage is needed. i took a shower yesterday but when im sick i always feel dirty and gross...lol, LOTS OF GERMS

5 days left of school before break.which is awesome. school has been stressing me out so much, along with basketball. BASKETBALLS OVER WHEN BREAK STARTS. thank you 'amanda'-ha. ya besides the fact i hate the coach,being at practice, and getting yelled at. im ganna miss the team in general. cause there awesome. oh and ofcourse miss lipton, since she doesn't work at Forsythe anymore...:(



more then anything right now, i wish i was like 7, back then when i was sick my mommy would stay home and make me soup, read me stories stuff like that. I really miss the days when we were good friends. and i was just her babygirl.


Goal for year-become better friends with my mommy

09:28 pm: I love you....
i love you... I LOVE HIM.... i love her

-----ah yummy feeling. talking to eli right now! today = 1 'official' month. shweeeet.-----ahhh i love him so much, never exspected this. but thankyou!ha
-thought of the day- ...Be happy with what you have. don't reach for the things you don't.

Stoked for the weeeeeked. poetry night.(pops is performing!!!) our dinner date. thats ganna be the shitttt-honestly a night like that with most of my bestfriends. im excited.

i want chirtmas sooo bad.(or maybe its just christmas break i want?lol) I love giving presents. and i love the whole atmosphere around th christmas holidays.seriously its always so cute.romantic.happy. I love it.

shweeeeet. OUT

01:43 pm: blahhhhhhh
got a little bored with xanga,
thought it might be time for a change. Definitely don't have time to update much. so don't count on me being one of those obsessed kind of people. the whole online journal shit is kinda lame, but i mean its something to do with my spare time. and maybe people will understand me more? who knows

very blah mood. extremely tired right now. i stayed home. i had a wonderful weekend. i wasn't ready to go back to the hell hole, we call school. and screw up my mood. i HAVE to go to practice tho, on the request's of my mother. she doesn't actually care that much but 'i have to go, or i have to quit'.... i mean practice isn't that bad, besides the fact my coach is a phyco bitch, very aggravated,moody...hates me...haha whatever, i'll live if i get to see madeline. hopefully she has a refreshed attitude toward practice since she has the same problem with the coach as i do.

i absolutely love how im so lazy, but i feel like i haven't accomplished ANYTHING today, and should have...haha. Besides the fact i realized how much i miss kansas :(. Winston (BJD's doggy) died last night. rest in peace Winston. sorry bri.

Dballtar99: im obsessed with you
SHIa2 DnKb: shweet
Dballtar99: not sexually or romantically
Dballtar99: but your writing
SHIa2 DnKb: my writing?
Dballtar99: its amazing
SHIa2 DnKb: are you serious!?
Dballtar99: yes
SHIa2 DnKb: where'd you hear it?
Dballtar99: ari showed me what u and her did at camp
SHIa2 DnKb: o haha thats not that good..
Dballtar99: i think it is
SHIa2 DnKb: i'll let you read some tomorrow if you want.
Dballtar99: ok:-)

that makes me like exstatic....